The end of 2025 has been a bright and happy place for me. My household is happy; the kids are thriving here, and we enjoy each other’s company every night.Last night, after a late practice, Charlotte and I had hot pot in front of the TV, and watched a movie; it was great. The best […]
Read More...I saw Brigida Aversa at the grocery store yesterday while Charlotte and I were picking up some last-minute things.She gave me the best hug I’ve had in a very long time….it was really nice. I’ve been missing a lot…so many things…unrealized until you get a hug at the independent. How I’ve wasted my time… Charlotte […]
Read More...Rhiannon, Charlotte, and I spent Christmas at Syds. It was nice, we opened gifts together, Syd made us dinner…the first time any of my children has made me a meal. I watched 2 football games, Love Actually, and Hard Love. Tonight…maybe Serendipity…maybe LA Story… maybe something else that makes me think of good times and […]
Read More...I have been rebuilding the man blog, uploading the old posts, 1 or 2 a day.It’s January of 2014, and all talk about dieting and eating eggrolls, so much fun. ….Ev is alive…. In January of 2014, I can remember what we were doing, the conversations we had. Oddly, it’s like I didn’t have a […]
Read More...What did I get up to today, let’s see.The washer…I fixed that yesterday…or did I? No, leaked. Tore it apart and fixed it again…leaked. Third time was a charm, the washer is good to go…and holy smokes I own a lot of towels. Geezus, the towels never end around here. Last load of that is […]
Read More...I don’t want to make this man blog about Mel, I want to talk about trying to get healthy, my life, my kids, the good…the bad…and the ugly… Well, shit, Mel’s brother Deonn contacted me today to call me a bitch and inform me that I was a loser…and I accepted it. I told him […]
Read More...Ok…where were we…. December 17, 2025. This is the first 17/12 I’ve been able to feel for many years. What have I learned? I appreciate a made bed. I want touch…the way Ev would touch, a push while sitting on the sofa, a hand on me while I drove, to be pulled hard for hugs […]
Read More...To all of you a Merry Christmas. During all my shopping this year I wished every cashier a Merry Christmas, I didn’t get a single one in return…several same to you’s but that’s it. No good. We dropped this off and more at the Salvation Army for the toy drive. Thanks to everyone who helped […]
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