I saw Brigida Aversa at the grocery store yesterday while Charlotte and I were picking up some last-minute things.She gave me the best hug I’ve had in a very long time….it was really nice. I’ve been missing a lot…so many things…unrealized until you get a hug at the independent. How I’ve wasted my time… Charlotte […]
Read More...Rhiannon, Charlotte, and I spent Christmas at Syds. It was nice, we opened gifts together, Syd made us dinner…the first time any of my children has made me a meal. I watched 2 football games, Love Actually, and Hard Love. Tonight…maybe Serendipity…maybe LA Story… maybe something else that makes me think of good times and […]
Read More...I have been rebuilding the man blog, uploading the old posts, 1 or 2 a day.It’s January of 2014, and all talk about dieting and eating eggrolls, so much fun. ….Ev is alive…. In January of 2014, I can remember what we were doing, the conversations we had. Oddly, it’s like I didn’t have a […]
Read More...Big day, huge, but not as huge as last night’s breaking news, that and the weather a little later.I have successfully organized a bedroom for Charlotte upstairs, less a mattress that amazon dropped the ball on.I managed to get my other weight machine, great for pulling exercises, upstairs…a little later than I wanted, so I […]
Read More...What did I get up to today, let’s see.The washer…I fixed that yesterday…or did I? No, leaked. Tore it apart and fixed it again…leaked. Third time was a charm, the washer is good to go…and holy smokes I own a lot of towels. Geezus, the towels never end around here. Last load of that is […]
Read More...I don’t want to make this man blog about Mel, I want to talk about trying to get healthy, my life, my kids, the good…the bad…and the ugly… Well, shit, Mel’s brother Deonn contacted me today to call me a bitch and inform me that I was a loser…and I accepted it. I told him […]
Read More...Ok…where were we…. December 17, 2025. This is the first 17/12 I’ve been able to feel for many years. What have I learned? I appreciate a made bed. I want touch…the way Ev would touch, a push while sitting on the sofa, a hand on me while I drove, to be pulled hard for hugs […]
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