Hot yoga Thursday…a reminder that I haven’t had sex in months…nothing like being in a hot, sweaty room with 40 women to realize there are some events from your past you miss….and not just the hot yoga. How do I feel about my recent abstinence? I’m ok with it. The ex had used my lack […]
Read More...What do we have….Thursday. Tonight, I hope Charlotte and I can make it to hot yoga at Oxygen. A little stretch is just what I need right now. At hot yog,a my mind will go way back….I will think of hot yoga rooms of the past. I am going to talk about Mel, maybe for […]
Read More...This is going to be embarrassing, and I wish I wasn’t about to do it….but I need to post a before pic.Before what? I’ve been working out for 6 weeks, so my body has changed since mid December. I’ve always had the ability to change my body shape, in my 30s and 40s, I did […]
Read More...Welcome to February 2026. Time to review the measurements and see where everyone is. But first….life…. Of all the things to realize this week…I need to focus on…this…..THIS! THIS…the now….I can’t worry about my yesterdays or my tomorrows… I’m really happy 90% of the time, so why allow myself to get stuck in the 10%? […]
Read More...Not my best evening, sad… Charlotte and I had planned to go to hot yoga tonight, but I cancelled at the last minute. Not feeling my best. I talked to a friend of mine about the event leading up to the feeling, a Mel issue, and she told me to have a beer and chill […]
Read More...How did we get here? Was it love? Did falling in love lead us to this moment? How many times have we fallen in love? Me? Russett? Krista? Jeremy? Tbag? Slab? What is missing for us? For me? …….I’m a tough case. I want what Ev was.Is that easy? Touch me….When we went for a […]
Read More...I have to force myself to live in the moment. There are times during the day I find myself spiralling, thinking about tomorrow, next week, next month… All those days will work themselves out if I focus on right now. Being better, healthier, getting my ducks lined up…. I got home around 5pm, spun up […]
Read More...Short and sweet tonight. Just finished a leg workout. I was saying to a friend tonight how a leg workout isn’t as satisfying as chest or back because you don’t get to see the pump. I didn’t want to bother the skinny crew for a weigh-in so soon after the last embarrassment. I ripped the […]
Read More...I last wrote the manblog on Sunday. That night I enjoyed 3/4 of a bottle of wine and 2 slices of pizza. I have not had a drink since, not tonight either, once I’m done writing this I’m getting in the sauna for a cycle.Sunday, we picked up Charlotte’s Xmas present, a boston terrier. It’s […]
Read More...Things are moving along here. Charlotte has a tournament in Ottawa this weekend, and it’s a real joy to come home and hang out with her, eat our dinner, and watch a movie. Ave comes and goes, and eats with us if she is here. The house is great. It’s cleaner than it’s ever been, […]
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