I have always been a lucky person. Things always work out…I want to say it’s my positive outlook, but much of that is a rollercoaster of anxious moments, hopefully followed by a peaceful realization that I can’t worry too far into the future. Medication helps….a lot. I think back to when Grace’s mother, Mel, used […]
Read More...I tolerate less…now… I am not willing to be insulted…and stay…in quiet acceptance. Now, at this moment… maybe for the rest of my life. The thing about tolerance is that it sneaks up on you….slowly, every so slightly…pushing your boundaries. You don’t notice your space slowly creeping in… Some space you notice…you know you can’t […]
Read More...Well…does it? We have a couple things to consider…”Everything”…and “Reason”… Everything is quick, so let’s start there…everything…like the universe? The universe has a plan for all of us that can’t be changed? I can not buy into that…I can’t. The universe is chaos, and so are the paths of everything within it. Now Reason: 2. […]
Read More...Slab has filed a complaint! She has offered up a photo of herself and feels no one else…including me…has reciprocated…..But I have uploaded a shirtless photo…to suffer great embarrassment… To make things a bit more even and to ensure the Victor vs Slab competition is truly in check, here are a few photos. My leg…. […]
Read More...Hot yoga Thursday…a reminder that I haven’t had sex in months…nothing like being in a hot, sweaty room with 40 women to realize there are some events from your past you miss….and not just the hot yoga. How do I feel about my recent abstinence? I’m ok with it. The ex had used my lack […]
Read More...What do we have….Thursday. Tonight, I hope Charlotte and I can make it to hot yoga at Oxygen. A little stretch is just what I need right now. At hot yog,a my mind will go way back….I will think of hot yoga rooms of the past. I am going to talk about Mel, maybe for […]
Read More...This is going to be embarrassing, and I wish I wasn’t about to do it….but I need to post a before pic.Before what? I’ve been working out for 6 weeks, so my body has changed since mid December. I’ve always had the ability to change my body shape, in my 30s and 40s, I did […]
Read More...Welcome to February 2026. Time to review the measurements and see where everyone is. But first….life…. Of all the things to realize this week…I need to focus on…this…..THIS! THIS…the now….I can’t worry about my yesterdays or my tomorrows… I’m really happy 90% of the time, so why allow myself to get stuck in the 10%? […]
Read More...Not my best evening, sad… Charlotte and I had planned to go to hot yoga tonight, but I cancelled at the last minute. Not feeling my best. I talked to a friend of mine about the event leading up to the feeling, a Mel issue, and she told me to have a beer and chill […]
Read More...How did we get here? Was it love? Did falling in love lead us to this moment? How many times have we fallen in love? Me? Russett? Krista? Jeremy? Tbag? Slab? What is missing for us? For me? …….I’m a tough case. I want what Ev was.Is that easy? Touch me….When we went for a […]
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