Where does time go….

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I jumped on here this morning to pound out a quick update….it’s been a while………

Having a look I realized I didn’t remember when I last wrote the man blog…a week…2?  So I thought I’d search for a theme that offered up a date stamp..  It didn’t take long to find a nice one and I ran a preview of it….

It was okay…but it expanded background images….I found it made the posts a bit harder to read….but I scanned through a few to see if it would work….

Words and pictures fly by in the foreground…..

and an eye…………

and lips……

magnified………

wracking…………..

I miss her…….it’s not fair that I have to be hurt for this long……it’s not fair………………..

I’m trying very hard to move forward….I’m fixing myself, trying to get healthier…..I want to find a person in my life I can love…..I am trying……..

…..I’m hurt though….and it’s not easy to share……it’s also hard to hide…..I’ve been trying……

I try not to hide here….and after 14 months I still find myself sitting here pouring tears.  I try now to turn this feeling off.  Right now I make myself…….colder……untouchable…..worse…..

If you’re not going to feel what are you going to do….where will I end up…….

I hate the man blog……..

Anyway…..

The Quote of The Day

Chaos in the midst of chaos isn’t funny, but chaos in the midst of order is.
Steve Martin

This isn’t funny.  It’s fun, I do my very best to ensure that we have fun around here….but I’m missing….I’m not just missing something……I’m missing……

Ya, I’ve heard it….I’ve said it….

I’m nothing….it’s fine…..but I’m trying…..

The Weigh In

I’m not going to bother the guys for a weigh in right now….I’ll offer my guess based on years of it….

Andy Trafford…aka…old dusty….is down.  From photos I’ve seen of the old fossil he is now sporting a beard also….his is darker than mine even though he is twice…or maybe 3 times my age…go figure.

Trafford has been on the shakes….he is down…..

That’s it though….everyone else is even or up….

Now some of us are getting bigger due to the gym, Kevin Parker may not be losing weight, but he is changing shape.  Arthur is a rock and I am not the smallest guy around….by a long shot.  The 3 of us will be Andre, Hulk Hogan and Rowdy Piper by spring…..I sure hope I don’t have to be Andre……

The Turk, the Iranian and the Italian are all back to their traditional diets….although Vinnie is still working out daily carrying around his necklace…..

Beagle….I’m sure….he didn’t look terribly thin drinking tracksuits at poker Wednesday….

That’s that….vacation season is just about here….

Babe….I miss you….too much…..

XO