Hiding….

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Happy Monday….

I guess I’ll start with this, I feel perfectly fine right now…at this exact moment I feel exactly the way I do 95% of the time…

I’m sitting here, happy, content with my life….with where I am….

I have no option but to wake up every morning, put a smile on, and get it going….

Is that a good description….get it going….or am I getting the day over with……

Ya…honestly right now I’m very likely trying to get it over with….to get on with getting it done….

I miss my wife……………

She is in my thoughts every second….and much as I wish I could deny that….to get on with it….right now she is always here….

I think of her every time I see the sun, the moon, the stars….I think of her when I hear a bird…when I see a butterfly….I think of her when I see the green grass…….the blue sky…..

I think of her every time I see my children….my friends…my neighbors…..

Does that make me punished or blessed……..

I miss my wife………damn it I miss my wife……..

Biting my lip….alone….I don’t want to wrack….punishing myself…holding in my pain………….

Where do I go from here…..I have no idea…..

Ev spartan

Man Weight

This week I will lose weight….somehow….

Tonight we play soccer…and then we will drink beer…so likely not a pile lost tonight….

I don’t really need to lose a ton of weight, but a little bit off the center section might be nice.

Every single one of the fat men have been partying it up, enjoying this heat, bbqs, birthday parties…there is always an excuse to drink beer and eat nachos….

Tomorrow morning I’ll get an update from the guys and see who is in and who is off to the store for new pants…bigger and much improved….

The Quote of The Day

A day without laughter is a day wasted.
Charlie Chaplin

I make the most out of every single one of my days….but there is laughter I miss in my life….how long will I miss the sound of her voice…………..

now I will wrack….

I am heart broken so you’ll have to excuse me…..

Babe….I love you…..forever……..

I hope you all have a great day…..today….even the people I don’t hold in high regard….I hope we all make the most of it…..let’s try to be good to one another…..

Just look at that face!   I miss it so much!!!!!!!!!!