Oh Oh…another late night man blog….

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Oh Oh…another late night man blog….

Fear not….this is not going to be a morbid ramble about what might have been…what I’ve lost….or the misery I’ve found myself in….

I decided to have a weekend in…no pub…just me…and my ladies.  We’ve had a good weekend…then again, It’s 11:01, they are all asleep, and I wonder what I was thinking…..

Good night tonight, out for dinner with the Parkers to celebrate Rhi’s birthday, 15 years old….a great reason to pack in calories with great company….have I mentioned Kevin Parker???

I could say a whole bunch of terrible things about him…and I do during the weigh in…but here….a beautiful man…XO….a beautiful wife, great kids…ah….perfect….maybe a bit overweight…sorry for bringing that bit up.  🙂

I’ve spent a few hours in the hot tub this weekend, chilly nights!  The best thing about it…I haven’t been alone……

No, I had great company for half of the 2 or 3 hours i’ve spent bubbling and boiling….

No better way to spend that time these days than a bit of I spy with Charlotte….

My little baby Charlotte….She told me the other night that she intends to sleep in my bed forever.  She told me that even when she was a mommy she would sleep in my bed…..such a funny kid….to have so much love….after so much….

Last night she cried….

She missed her mother…..

I sit here….touching the keys in front of me….lost……what does one say about that….

And I thought this would be a good man blog…..it will be….promise….

You see…my pain is easy….I can figure it out, write it down, pour my tears….

But the ladies….they don’t……they carry it, not understanding that these things need to be set free…a bird in a cage….singing it’s pleasure to be free…..

I can deal with my own pain….another knot….no big deal…I’ve faced these things so many times….

But their pain….to face their tears………..

Anyway…what does one do but live…try….do….

Babe….save me………..

Okay…deep breaths…this will happen….it has to.

I lied….it’s a morbid ramble…it seemed so much better before I started thinking about it….

No weigh in, Monday….it won’t be pretty….

a quote….let me find something wonderful….

The Quote of The Day

Life is one big road with lots of signs. So when you riding through the ruts, don’t complicate your mind. Flee from hate, mischief and jealousy. Don’t bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Wake Up and Live!
Bob Marley

And that’s it…I choose to live…there are ruts…but in the end….I always get by….

Thanks to the Parkers always, Mandy of course, Sarah for sure, Yvette yes…and a dozen souls that carry mine every day…I strive to be good…and you remind me of the importance of that.

Tomorrow we wish a stranger a great day….we breath deep and unwind….

XO