2 shows daily…

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2 shows daily…

The spring fling at Nenad and Sandy’s last night.  A beautiful event, in a beautiful home, held by beautiful people!

Surrounded by the golden boys….and some people I’ve recently met….

pouring tears….

That is not what I wanted to be doing…..

I do not want to cry in front of people anymore…I’ve done it…enough……more than enough!

I don’t want to cry anymore….and I really don’t want to do it in front of strangers……

I wouldn’t have…but surrounded by your friends…the people you love…you let your guard down….you enjoy your time…your life…..and you realize what isn’t there….who is missing….

So…..I poured tears…quicksand tears….and quicksand tears aren’t easy….

I paid the price for holding all those moments in….and last night was hopefully the end of that for a few weeks….

Today I will finish the deck, build a shed, enjoy the day as best as I can….

And I will love…myself….my babies….my friends…..and my life…..

Short and sweet….

Babe…I love your face!

It’s looking like another beautiful day…get out there and enjoy it.

To all my friends….I owe you so much…thank you for being there for me…..

Hey….XOXOXO

  1. Anonymous
    Apr 21, 2015
    Every "first" without your Ev will be difficult Vic and quite likely emotional......especially the "things" you enjoyed so much together. Be kind to yourself my friend....allow that kind of grief to help you heal. Sent with love and hugs. : )
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