Yesterday

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Yesterday

No blog yesterday…I wasn’t going to write this today either….

Yesterday I knew if I didn’t write the man blog that it was going to be the first day I didn’t cry.

And it was….

I had some moments, but I did not pour tears…

There we go…

How is this possible?  Well, I’m placing some of my feelings into tiny little boxes and locking them up…I’m not sure why I have made this decision…but it’s time…for now…I may feel differently before the end of the day…who knows.

The man blog is going to return to what it once was….a celebration of life……

So today I also don’t think I will cry….

This change has nothing to do with dating…I haven’t been on a date…if fact I’ve pretty much already given up on it again…

I just think something inside me changed on Tuesday….maybe just talking to the neighbors…maybe while I was out…I don’t know…

And I’m not sure if it’s for the better or worse, if it’s here to stay or will go…but for now…..

I’m just going to do this…..

Victor Wheeler Family

This is us….

oh…so close…so close………

saved by the battle of the brushes…..

Went to Cinderella last night with the ladies….

Let’s see, the story opens up to a common girl who loses her mother to a mysterious illness…shortly afterward she loses her father to a mysterious illness…she rides a horse into the forest and meets a man who has lost his mother to a mysterious illness who shortly thereafter loses his father to a mysterious illness…..

And they all live happily ever after….or what is left of them….and a bunch of pictures hanging on the wall.

Well…there’s a fairy tale you hate to miss.

The Weigh in

I find myself over 220 this morning at 221.4 pounds.  Late night eats!

No more….

I think I slept for 2 hours last night…it won;t be easy not to eat the house tonight while I fight just to stay awake!

Trafford weighs in at 165ish, Beagle is gunning to tie me and Parker is losing more weight than ever on a new and improved diet of beer and curry…go figure.

Maybe I’m just off today….what stage of grief is this???  Who knows…

Let’s call this spring….

Get out there and enjoy it.

Babe…I love you.

 

  1. Anonymous
    Mar 12, 2015
    You are an uncredible human being - with an amazing spirit...your blog touches and inspires me every single day. Thank you for that.
    Reply
  2. Anonymous
    Mar 12, 2015
    Another beautiful picture. Keep trying to find happiness. Love you!
    Reply